I Am

Now - Yesterday as a matter of fact 
I had an aha moment.

I existed before time.

How, I don't know.

I always thought I was born in time.
but
I, Doris, was born in time.

Before being born -
I always knew I was a thought in God's mind

As Doris I realize -
The I always was.

I am not my thoughts.
I am not my feelings.
I am not my emotions.

I look out of these eyes and I see.
I am the silent I within.
I am the see-er.
I am the witness.

When I go into the quiet
I look out of this face.

Now -
When I go into the quiet
I can become the sky.

When I go into the quiet
I am the stars.

When I go into the quiet
I am the I am.

Now -
I can do this in spurts
I can do this in glimpses.
I can do this in breaths.

It sort of stuns me.
That it actually happens
 and Now it creates a lot more questions in my life.

Anyway I am sharing my aha moment.

seeeeee ya
dorisssss