Memory Two-i hope it wasn't too presumptious of me.

what would happen if i put myself in
jennifer's memory of her aunt and
uncle's dishes.

really

i'm not there.

but if i think about it - i can put myself there.

i am an invited guest at the dinner table.

jennifer has invited me as a friend to dinner.

her aunt brings out the dishes

and I watch her place them with attentive care
on the white tablecloth dining room table.

she loves these dishes

and is proud to show them off.

 jennifer smiles at her aunt
she feels so loved and comforted here.

she always has a good time.
and the food is great.
it looks so inviting on her aunt's dishes.

jennifer's aunt is so proud of jennifer
that's why she brings out these dishes
when Jen comes over.

it's almost as if the dishes communicate
her feelings of warmth and attention.

jennifer knows this
in her heart she knows her aunt loves her.
she smiles
doris smiles.
she likes it here too.
she's glad she came and jennifer invited her into
her memory.

now -it's doris' memory also.
thank you, jennifer.

memory

i;m doing a thing on memory.

somehow my memory got jogged
because of the last call.

today i did c.p. and before i got
settled in - my mind wandered to
memory.

can i use someone else's memories.
can i put myself in someone's memories.

can i make up memories.

can i fix memories
 - or change them.

i tentatively think i can do all these things.

but in reality what does that mean?