A List

 1)   to not always speak
 2)   to not always be right.
 3)   to seek only God
 4)   to go away to a hidden place
 5)   to see the beauty in others
 6)   to see that God is not separate from me.
 7)   to know that when I pray - I am more or less
  praying to myself.
 8)   when we die, we judge ourselves.
 9)   to not be a harsh judge.
10)  to see Christ in creation.
11)  The Father, the Creator, begot the Son who is all that the Father is
The Word, The Son,  The Love between the Father and the Son is the
Holy Spirit.   Like a waterwheel going round in a circle continuous
flowing one into the other never ending.

No one can go to the Father except through the Son.

To know that there are others out there who love God more than me -
and not to be jealous of them - but to be happy for God.

It is up to me to search for the truth
to know God in my own deepest being.

To contemplate
and in the silence to hear on a different level
the voice of God.

When I contemplate
I hear nothing.
Nada.
I don't hear God speaking to me.
I hear no voices.
Not even my own.

It is only in the fruits of the day
that I attach myself to the silence from within.

It is only in my thoughts and actions of the
day - that I sense the unfathomable -
have the hinting that there is something
lurking beyond my imagination -
something unimaginable.

Oh God,
Help me to see you when I have
no thought of your presence.

Oh God,
 Help me to hear you when your voice is quiet
 and my ear is pressed to the wind.

Oh God,
 In your kindness - look down upon me,
and see this puny human who dares to beseech
that you send her your thoughts.

Again -

 See me for what I am - mold me in thine image,
and  let me reflect back to you the heart that beats
in my chest, dare I say your heart beats within me,
having been made so by the divine spark and glanced
by a tender blow of  your unfathomable love.   

You have no choice
but to accept me

You have no choice
but to love me

It was your choice
 in the beginning
 God made man
  and God rested and saw what he had created was good.

SO YOU SEE GOD I AM IN A WIN WIN SITUATION.
LOVE YOU.

A M E N